Tomorrow

life gets shorter everyday,

cuz everyday we die -

a little bit

inside ourselves 

and no one wonders 

why

just follows through the patterns,

the footsteps 

on the floor -

leading us to no where, 

while we all just look for more. 

And time is pouring out like sand,

and falling 

through the glass - 

I can hear it call to me 

"somethings never last"

I feel a cold breeze linger on 

and break inside my room, 

everyone is shouting 

but - 

the quiet will break soon,

then i'll be alone again -

to live inside my head, 

ill go to sleep and wake -

another small piece, 

dead.

Stolen

her eyes were open

his lips were shut

her body lifeless

stupid Slut

she didn't stop him

he wanted more

then she passed out

stupid Whore

she couldn't think straight 

she didn't say no

she didn't want it

stupid Hoe

he made her do it

she kicked and twitched 

too many damn drinks

stupid Bitch

her lifeless body 

his prisoning grunt

should have done something

stupid Cunt

I, the Snowflake.

Sparkle.

Shimmer.

Twist. 

Fall.

Scatter.

Silent.

Alone.

Liquid

I see right through you.

You are liquid contained.

Shaped by the walls.

Slanted and chipped.

A blurry mix of truth and lies.

A water color reality.

I watched you run right through.

Dripping until you burst.

you run off the page.

You have become your own concoction.

A mixture of Blacks and grays.

Of everything you ever lied.

Drowning in your ignorance.

And now it’s the last drop in an empty cup.

Here’s to you:

poison liquid contained.

Your glass will break.

Shatter and crack.

And the life you have now,

Won’t ever come back.

A Lyrical Lie - her favorite song will say more about her than she will -

First lines of songs into a poem:

Is anybody out there?

I'm sleeping my way out of this one.

All these miles, haunting memories in my mind

I just can't Relax and rewind

Everyone is a let down

The walls fall down around my heart

Just walk away with all I have

Two boxes full of you, labeled with your name.

Cheer's Darling, Here's to you

If I fell in love with you, would you understand me dear?

Two hundred miles away from home

Where are we...What the hell.

I'm Not lovin you, way I wanted too

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night

You're all I ever wanted

Take it back, take it all back now

I found myself Wrong again

I weigh three times my body

I just heard the news today

I have you breathing down my neck

And all our secrets are dead and lost

I Look back on all the things I've done

And I'm crying without tears

I guess it's luck but it's the same 

This is my goodbye.

I wish you freedom.

Singing you a song from The angel who disappeared. 

Truth?

And now you know too much.

A Take on Reality.

His lips pressed on hers the way they always did. 

Just enough for her to feel the pressure, but feel nothing at all. 

She knew he tasted different.

He smelled different.

His smile cracked the wrong way and his arms felt hollow.

She could feel the miles between their hearts, 

Prisoners of their chests. 

She was going to say it this time.

She was going to ask him who She was.

She wanted so badly to clear the fog from his once pure blue eyes, 

but as the question crawled up her throat - from the bottom of her heart -

the world began to tremble where she stood.

And she knew he couldn't catch her if she fell.

Just as he pulled his lips from hers, she decided not to.

She convinced herself not to.

And the distance only became space between them 

as he pulled his hand from hers 

and walked toward the life she knew nothing about.

As her earth quaked, her heart would slowly break.

She knew.

He had no idea.